i cant hate, is not me. i decide to better love riley whaever he is, i dont care no more if he is 5yo or 99. i decide to love his beautiful human heart coz he got a beautiful one regardless whatever happened. ill b his friend 4 ever.






but then YOU came to my life:

ur my light.
my tears
my laugh
my kisses, my hugs, my tenderness, loving care, kindness, honest, loyal, truthful, so sweet, one face, my heart, my soul, the hands that caress me, the shoulder i cry on, the human i hug and start to shake coz u mean the world to me, im in love and all silly, the one that just come and even i doesnt say a word in the whole day you just stay w me, hug me, lay down by my site, rest ur head on my shoulder, u caress me just with ur eyes and they tell me how much you love me. 

idk how to describe how much i love you coz idk the words, i dont even think they exist, but my essence as a human, every molecule, atom, all that we r that cant see and called heart and soul, all me loves you as i ever have love no one.

i thank God every minute i am alive for allow u in my life.

i love you Andy.